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Pretty sure I've got a tinge of depression going on here.
I'm not made to go, go, go and that's all it ever seems like.

I go to work to school back to work back to school until 7:45pm or 9:15pm.
Its non stop, and I just feel like I don't enjoy much anymore.

There's an internal conflict between my roles I almost feel like I'm being ripped into
a million different pieces and the only thing that makes me rest is sleeping, and that I can never get enough of that either.

I'm work Meagan, school Meagan, girlfriend Meagan, Christian Meagan, and friend Meagan and it just never stops.
and I feel like all I do is apologize, I've abandoned friends and have become uber insatiable with the way things are going right now.
I'm mean and grumpy and when I realize I'm being this way I'm not happy with myself.
Which puts me down a self dislike path, where I'm counting every little flaw with myself.

I need school to be over now. I don't want to do this anymore.