mushaboom. *claps*

hey hey! so apparently people read this thing?! whhhaaa?
im flattered guys! really.
so, shout outs to you guys who told me you read this & to those of you who
like to keep your readings on the dl. i understand.

so, yesterday, i went and picked a mcdouble up from the creeper clown himself;
 took a few bites... slowed down...and started to think about what i was eating.
and honestly, the thought of how bad for me this "food" is grossed the
crap out of me. literally. needless to say i put it down, and waited til after work
to eat something less gross.
i guess i'll have to start packing my lunch since fast food makes me want to puke right now.

ALSO, side note, my gag reflexes are super sensitive lately & stuff that used to not bother me
totally bother me.
i.e.
carlie got her septum pierced and the thought of watching made me want to pass out.
where have my balls gone?! i used to be crazy.. or at least pretty fearless when it came to stuff
like that. i don't think i'm going to like this new development.

i'm starting personal therapy on myself. i will be learning to let things go & not bother me
when they do not matter. i will learn to trust my personal & intimate relationships with other people.
no, i cannot control other people and if i get hurt, i get hurt. i can always bounce back- i always do.

OH. i'm working on a website! it'll basically include photos, about me stuff, and blogging.
it'll basically be this but more in depth and cooler looking. (so get ready for that)

i haven't "announced" this per se, due to my worrying of something going wrong or not going thru
 but i got a new job. and i'm pretty excited about it.

Adios, mis amigos de Wolf!