estudiar playlist

i made a pretty good study playlist... i've got this new thing with playlists now.
i get distracted easily and its enough words to sing along with during projects
but quiet enough to write my papers
o well, ill get thru it.. i always do with or with out procrastination.

who am i kidding. with 
i would just be rather doing something with my hands. i focus better that way
reading really sucks.
unless its a good book, then it doesn't

i've made the decision, 1st year not going to camp in about... 12 years
last year was just too bad for me.
the kids don't care about God and they have terrible attitudes; so i'm taking a
break for a year and maybe i can go back next year a bit more prepared.

it will be strange, and i probably will miss it, but i'm not mentally there
to handle what i did last year and i just really left totally discouraged last year.
there's no spiritual concern by the kids.. and i've never experienced camp like that.

...you are so good to me, and i am so thankful for you.
you always make everything better, you talk to me when i need you to, and you let me know when i'm being stupid or worrying for nothing.
....just what i've always needed.